In Search of Siddhashram

Aug 27 2011

A version of this article is also available at india travelogues Travel Section.

It was the month of July and it was the rainy season again. Almost 2 years had passed since I had undertaken the Journey to Mahavatar Baba’s Cave in 2009. The journey of a week involved mystic experiences with people and places alike. After last year’s torrential floods and landslides in Himalayas and most of Northern India, in 2011, despite being the rainy season, the weather gods kept the days clear. At times, mist and fog rolled in, clouding our view completely, but it wasn’t too long before the sunlight shone through.

The places we visited during this trip are tucked away quietly amidst the lap of the Himalayas, far from the crowds and rituals of modern day temples. With advancing times, many siddha places have not remained protected from the onslaught of tourists. Yet some places remain silent and unnoticed, as destined by Providence. I strongly believe that one can only get to these places when the divine call comes. No map or planning will lead you there. Such has been my experience. I consider, and rightly found, myself blessed on visiting these places. For obvious reasons, I will give everyone an idea of the locations, but leave it to the reader to follow their own beckoning and visit the places, if it be the will of the Divine.

Click Here to see some of the Photos from our Journey

After a long flight from US, I landed in Delhi at about 6.30 in the morning on 19th July. The very next day we set out on our journey in the Himalayas. Father and I made a night stop at Haridwar to drop my mother off at Jolly Grant where my Mamaji is a doctor at HIMS (Himalayan Institute of Medical Sciences) established by Swami Rama.

To Lansdowne…

The next day, we left for Lansdowne located in the Garhwal range of Himalayas. Starting early, we left Haridwar at 8.30 after a heavy breakfast of Poori Bhaaji. We encountered Kawariyas during most of our journey through the plains of Uttar Pradesh and Uttarakhand. The scenery became hilly as we approached Kotdwar, which is a small and bustling town about 40 kms from Lansdowne. We arrived at the outskirts of Lansdowne at about 1.30 pm. We decided to stay away from the populous areas and halted at Kasang Regency Hill Resort, 5 kms outside Lansdowne. After enjoying a panoramic view of the Himalayan mountains from our room’s balcony, and having imbibed a decent lunch, we set out for our destination: Tarkeshwar Mahadham.

Tarkeshwar Mahadham

This is a 600-year old sacred shrine located on a hill-top nestled within a deep forest at about 6,800 feet above sea level. The ancient Tarkeshwar Dham is also where Swami Rama of the Himalayas is said to have attained enlightenment. Here Swami Rama and his master would come often for Tapa.
Amazingly, the wild animals ambulating about are quite indifferent to any human inhabitant, as Swami Hari often found out in his encounters with Bears, Tigers and local Cobras (The Laughing Swami).

Around February – April in 2010, during the time of the Kumbh Mela at Haridwar, I had some strange visions with one of them being of Swami Hari. Back then, I had merely read about Tarkeshwar a few times, including a reference to it in Swami Rama’s book Living with the Himalayan Masters. It was a surreal dream where Swami Hari and I talked about random things beside a temple in the mountains. He invited me to visit Tarkeshwar. Afterwards, the dream remained etched in my memory as if I had met Swamiji in real life.

Things became more intense when a friend told me that Swami Hari had left his mortal body in June 2008, which was almost 2 years prior to my dream. I knew that Tarkeshwar beckoned strong – but it would take 2 trips to Himalayas before my Sankalpa became a reality

Back to the journey now
The road to Tarkeshwar was more or less deserted as there is no habitation along the way. We did not encounter any villages, not even a tea shop. It was definitely one of the most desolate roads I have seen in Himalayas. We saw barely 3 or 4 vehicles that passed us in the 1 hour drive of 39 kms. There were severe landslides at places and the road was narrow but being repaired constantly. The environment was serene, quiet and filled with a vibrant energy, as if the sages from time immemorial were (and probably are) still engrossed in their tapasya. The 15 minute walk to the shrine is along a narrow paved path. Before you arrive at the shrine, you pass through the meditation hall and a dharamshala on the left, located on a hillock. The entire area is surrounded by thick blue pine forests, oak trees and dense deodars.

A feeling of rejuvenation enveloped us as we arrived at Tarkeshwar Mahadham. There were a few cows grazing. There was no caretaker. And no visitors, other than some lads who left within a few minutes of our arrival. My father absorbed the ambience of the environment and went his way, while I sat in dhyana at the yagna kund. As I dived deep within my psyche, I imagined Swami Rama and Swami Hari performing a yagna.

Siddhashram at Sitalakhet – Hariakhand Baba

After paying silent obeisance to the Siddha Bhoomi and Swamiji, we departed from the sacred shrine after an hour or so. We did remember to have a cup of hot and sweet Himalayan tea at the only tea stop located at the entrance of Tarkeshwar. I tried my utmost to capture the entire journey through my camera lens, but to drink in the vibes – one must visit the place, when the beckoning comes.

Siddhashram at Sitalakhet – Hariakhand Baba

There are many places throughout India, especially in the remote reaches of Himalayas where routine visitors do not step foot. The sound of constantly ringing bells and arti will be missing. There will be no sign-boards to guide you – nor will the place be listed on any map. Such places can only be found if the Divine guides and beckons you.

learnt of Siddhashram at Sitalakhet when I read the book Sri Babaji: Immortal Yogi of the Himalayas by Romola Butalia. Siddhashram is associated with Hariakhand Baba or Hairakhan Baba. There are many names and spellings by which people know the Siddha Yogi. However, such siddhas are beyond name and identification. As stated in the book, “Some people refer to him as Mahavatar Babaji, from Lahiri Mahashaya’s meeting in 1861, made popular by Paramhamsa Yogananda-ji’s book, Autobiography of a Yogi. Others have mentioned the legendary Kripacharya, or the Chiranjeevi Ashwatthama from the days of the Mahabharata, when referring to him. He is also known as Kriya Babaji. As a perfect siddha, he has been associated with Guru Gorakhnath, also known as Shiva Goraksha.”

It is best to not get confused in attempting to identify who is who, but focus on the eternal truth which is ever present.

In 2005, I had visited Hariakhand Baba’s ashram, at Chiliyanaula, about 5 kms outside of Ranikhet, made by Bhole Baba, who was regarded by many as an avatar of Hariakhand Baba. Since then, my inner experiences have always kept me in close proximity to Babaji. I’m sure there is a divine wish behind that, which is not always easy to comprehend by our mortal minds.

We left Ranikhet around 9 am on 25th July for Sitalakhet, also known/spelled as Sheetalakhet, Sitlakhet. Its is a small paradise at a distance of 38 kms from Ranikhet. You will not find Sitalakhet on any map or GPS device. Just two kilometers below Sitalakhet there is the village ‘Khoont’, which is the ancestral village of the late Pandit Govind Ballabh Pant, the first chief minister of Uttar Pradesh and a famous freedom fighter of India.

Siddhashram is not located within Sitalakhet, but one must turn off the main road before Sitalakhet. I am not drawing an exact map of the place because I believe that such sacred places can only be visited when the Divine beckons you. Then the map will automatically unfold in front of you and you will be led by an invisible force. This is what happened in our case and I trust it will be the same for you.

After meandering back and forth along the narrow mountain road we discovered a slight uphill incline. Along the hill Siddhashram stood tall. There was an unmistakable silence that echoed. The unpolluted air reverberated with divinity that engulfed the place. After paying our respects at the mandir made by Babaji, and doing aarti – our host, guide, narrator and the ashram care-taker, Joshiji, invited my father and I into the main building for a hospitable cup of tea. The ground floor of this building was built during Babaji’s time as the dharamshala for visiting seekers. While Joshiji attended to his duties, we sat in silence reflecting on the several artefacts and photos of Babaji as well as several others.

After finishing our tea, we exchanged conversations about several incidents and legends associated with Hariakhand Baba. In the Kumaon hills, Baba is popularly known as Hariakhand Babaji and many tales are told about him in these parts dating back to mid 1800’s. We talked about the formation of the ashram, about the sacred trees, Nar and Narayan, that stand where they were planted by Babaji in early 1900’s. There is a sacred water source that flows here ever since the day Babaji Invoked mother earth to provide the locals with the nectar like water. Needless to say, the first sip of the water rejuvenated all our senses.

The ancient kutir which Babaji had built for visiting sadhu-sants still stands, from the years when he himself resided at the ashram, though the kutir in which he lived is no longer there. When the ever-moving yogis and siddhas descend from the higher Himalayas, which itself symbolise those very realms of siddhas and yogis, they invoke the sacred energies present here through havan and anushthan.

We spent around 3 hours at Siddhashram, and conversed with Joshiji as he took us around the ashram and spoke about Babaji. I then spoke to him of a common acquaintance, a well-known author, that added yet another surprise factor to our visit. An impromptu conversation then followed on the phone with both Joshiji and I taking it in turns to talk from Siddhashram. Does anything happen here that is not at the direction of Babaji?

After a promise of a return visit soon, we took Joshiji’s leave and in farewell, paid our respects to this sacred place. As Romola Butalia, a well known author, whom I know, put it: “The time spent there was in an entirely different realm of timelessness, perfection, and infinite possibilities”.

On our way from Sitalakhet to our next destination, we passed through Kainchi where we had tea and paid silent respects to Neem Karoli Baba’s Ashram

Sombari Baba at Padampuri

Sombari Baba and Hariakhand Baba often travelled and did tapasya together in early 1900’s across Kumaon region of Himalayas. The region still echoes with legends about them. Sombari Baba was also one of the teachers of Swami Rama whose master, Bengali Baba had sent him to Sombari Baba during his early days. People began to call him Sombari Baba because he held a public bhandara (feast) in his ashram every Monday. Gudari Baba, Sombari Baba, Hariakhand Baba, were among the sages of the highest state who travelled and did tapasya in Himalayas. I believe that only by an inner urge to seek them or by divine will can one come to the point of visiting the places associated with them.

Numerous tales about Sombari Baba have been told over last 90+ years and I will let the reader find their own beckoning to visit the place. As was the case with Siddhashram, the call from Sombari Baba came to my Father on several occasions and I found divine play behind all of the stories that he told me. And that was what took us to Padampuri, which was a 106 km journey from Sitalakhet.

Most people I met along the way had not heard of Padampuri. It is better known as the birth place of veteran Congress Leader, Narayan Dutt Tiwari.


Padampuri is about 30 kms east of Nainital. You will need to leave Highway 87 to travel for about an hour on narrow mountain roads. Be prepared for bad roads and landslides if you travel during the rains.

Swami Parmanand Puriji Maharaj, born in 1889 AD, was not present at the Padampuri ashram, but was living at the Palara ashram where Sombari Baba’s gufa is located. Since it was almost twilight when we reached Padampuri, we decided not to proceed to Palara. That would have to be another trip, if destined. Atal Baba who stays at the Padampuri ashram when he is not at the gufa at Palara, or at one or other places of tapasya in the Kumaon Kailash kshetra, sat engrossed in front of the dhuni. He spoke at intervals about Sombari Baba, but mostly sat engrossed in another world. It seemed as if he was “half here, half there” which is often said about siddha yogis.

There was a timeless environment in the small room filled with the warmth and fragrance of the dhuni and of the burning dhoop (incense). After accepting Prasad, we sat listening to stories of Sombari Baba, narrated by a local villager who was visiting. Atal Baba spoke with a mysterious twinkle in his eyes while conveying mystic messages. Towards the end of our visit, Atal Baba gave his message in yet more cryptic terms to my Father. I sat quietly and observed the divine play at large. Towards the end, we accepted his blessings, and went down to pay our respects at Sombari Baba’s Samadhi, where Baba’s presence is tangible.

After a long mystical day that took us from Ranikhet to Sitalakhet to Padampuri, as the sun was about to set, we left for Haldwani. The 40 km drive back to Haldwani was mostly covered in silence for obvious reasons. There was some exchange of thoughts on what had gone on during the day. Upon our return to Rishikesh the next day, several strange visions followed. But that is best left for another narration..

Wishing you all well,
Gautam Dhar, Anupam Dhar



Lansdowne (Kasang Regency) to Tarkeshwar: 39 Kms
Ranikhet to Sitalakhet: 38 Kms
Sitalakhet to Padampuri: 106 Kms
Haldwani to Padampuri: 40 Kms
Almora to Padampuri: 68 Kms

Photos from the Journey

Comments So Far..
  • shivakrishna 27 August, 2011 at 9:08 pm

    thanks for sharing gautam..u r really lucky to visit such great holy places.

    • DEEPAK SHARMA 6 May, 2017 at 1:07 pm

      Dear Sir,
      I read the story naratted by you and beleive me,you have shown me the new way to find divine.
      I am greatful to you.

      Warm Regards,
      Deepak Sharma.

  • veena 28 August, 2011 at 4:00 am

    Hi Gautam , I have no knowledge of your background but i can say you are a blessed soul .Thank you so much for posting this narration which made me feel as if I have been to these places . Fortunately I have Visited kumaon and Garhwal hills a couple of times so felt all the more familiar but unfortunately never found these gem of places.

    Interestingly when I was inquiring about Babaji’s cave at Ranikhet people did mention about an ashram of Haidakhan baba But at that time I had not heard of him .lesson is ….. never to miss a chance like this .Recently while watching an interview of Late Shammi Kapoor I got to know that Haida khan Baba was his Guru with whom he came in contact while at Ranikhet for some shooting.
    I also read somewhere that Haidakhan Baba as well as Neem Karoli Baba were given Diksha by Mahavtar Babaji.

    Swami Ram’s book Living with himalayan masters is another autobiography which I love to read after Paramhans Yogananda ji’s book. so enjoyed the description of Tarkeshwar Mahadham.

    Thanks once again and God bless you .

  • Nirav 29 August, 2011 at 5:39 am

    Hi Gautam,

    As mentioned in my previous email I would like to speak with you whenever you have time.The description above is intensifying my inner being to be there as soon as possible. Will see when I can return there. Thank you.


  • Dr R M Kaushik 31 August, 2011 at 8:19 am

    Dear Gautam,
    Your account of your visit to these places made me feel as if I was personally visiting those places. I was also reminded of Swami Hariharanand who was admitted in our hospital during his last days. May God bless you in your spiritual quest.

  • Gautam 31 August, 2011 at 8:38 am

    Thanks everyone
    Veena ji, both books you have mentioned are gems. I also recently heard about shammi kapoor and how he became a devotee of Haidakhand Baba from my Mamaji.
    Interestingly – the day he passed away, I had a sudden urge to search for him on Youtube and I watched his video in which he recalled his early days of how he became a devotee of Haidkhand Baba. I’m not sure what made me search for him, but less than 2 hours after that my mother told me that Shammi Kapoor had passed away.

    Perhaps an indication from Babaji about the passing of his devotee. Or a pure coincidence? I try not to think too much about it, but observe in silence.


  • Swaminathan 5 September, 2011 at 11:09 pm

    Hello Gautamji

    I am Swaminathan, from Chennai, now at Kolkata.

    I was so lucky to stumble upon your blog during my searches for how to make the trip to Mahavatar Babaji’s cave, as I have been feeling a strong urge to make the trip.

    Is this month a good time? Is it too rigorous – I plan to take my wife – so a bit concerned if she would be able to make it all the way. (I am 48 and my wife 42).

    Would love to hear from you. I have bookmarked your blog to read everything in detail. And some of the comments of visitors to your blog has also inspired me a great deal.

    God bless you and yours.


  • Anupam Dhar 7 September, 2011 at 12:05 am

    Dear Swaminathanji: You should preferably be planning to visit the place in October, as hills would have residual monsoon rains during September.
    At the ages of 42 and 48, you should not be talking of rigors of climbing a mountain path. I have been there at the age of 66. If you folks do not have a health problem, the climb would be easy with a few stops enroute, if you like.Before you leave for Kukuchina, you must read all instructions posted in Gautam’s article of 2009 trip. Wishing you a happy journey.

  • Swaminathan 7 September, 2011 at 3:53 am


    You should see the state of health of the younger generation these days!

    We do not have a health problem, and actually have to plan the trip in September, before I relocate to Chennai. As we have planned to combine the trip with some other destinations as well, it would be easier to plan the trip while I am at Kolkata.

    The residual monsoon rains will cause landslides and such? Is that why you suggest we do the trip in October? If it will not be too bad and we have to endure some minor incoveniences due to rain, we might even enjoy the trip during the rains.

    Thanks for continuing to inspire those who wish to undertake this trip.

    Warm Regards


  • Anupam Dhar 9 September, 2011 at 10:53 pm


    Since you are pressed for time, there is no problem in going now, other than a little inconvenience and delay you might,repeat, might encounter on your way. We, on our part, usually found time only in August, in the mid monsoon season. I wish you a happy and cheerful journey with Babaji’s blessings.

  • Swaminathan 10 September, 2011 at 11:04 pm

    Dear Anupamji

    Thank you. Would you have the phone number of Mr.Joshi? I was not able to find it on the site. (I must confess I didn’t look hard enough)

  • Gautam 10 September, 2011 at 11:19 pm

    Dear Swaminathan,
    Joshiji’s new number is 094113-18540.

  • Swaminathan 11 September, 2011 at 6:25 pm

    Thanks. I have finalized my travel for tomorrow – plan to do the chardham and Babaji’s cave at one go. I am cramming in a lot for the next 12 days.

    Thanks again for your account of the trip, and all other information you have given.

  • Siddhashram Sadhak 22 October, 2011 at 5:53 am

    Jaya Gurudev!

    Really Nice article about the search of Siddhashram.

  • Bijay Kumar Manthan 1 November, 2011 at 12:55 am

    Dear Gautam,
    I read about spiritual masters of Himalayas. After reading Yogananda’s “Autobiography of a Yogi’ I came to know about Mahavatar Babaji. Even Swami Rama’s ‘Living with Himalayan Masters’ and Pundit Rajamani Tigunait’s ‘ At the Eleventh Hour’ refer to Babaji. I read a lot from articles available in the net and books. Even I have read about Rajanikant’s visit to Baba’s cave. But your narration ‘A journey in to Poet’s Heart’, where yo have given a detailed description of your visit to Baba’s cave was very impressive and really I was so attracted that during October 2010 I visited the place alongwith my family. Fortunately Rajnikant aslo visited the cave same day. To day I have read your recent articles about your visit to other places assocotated with Sombari Baba,Haidakhan Baba, Nim Karoli Baba, and Swami Rama. Very Impressive vivid description takes one to the spot. I wan to contct you. If you feel please provide me your mail id.
    Best Regards

  • Anirudh Vyas 1 December, 2011 at 7:57 am

    I am planning a visit in “december” I know that snow starts in Himalayas in September, how difficult would it be? I am planning to visit with my parents and wife; can you please provide some details on what routes to take (bear in mind I understand that you are not an expert in routes and you are a busy man yourself with a tough schedule, but do let me know, I just want to be there once).

    Shanti and Prem

  • Gautam 1 December, 2011 at 8:25 am

    @Anirudh – where are you headed to? My article deals with multiple places. However, weather will more or less be the same. I don’t think December will see any snow, but anything is possible in the Mountains where weather changes by the second. Based on where you have to go – I can draw you a route.

  • Anirudh Vyas 1 December, 2011 at 12:26 pm

    Lansdowne – Tarkeshwar temple.


  • Gautam 1 December, 2011 at 1:12 pm

    If you know your way to Lansdowne, then Tarkeshwar is straight up from there. The road to Tarkeshwar Mahadham begins before you enter the city. You will see Kasang Regency Hill on the right and after that a dirt road will lead you to Tarkeshwar. It’s a barren road so don’t be surprised if you don’t see a single vehicle or a human being in 40 Kms of driving.

    You can stop at Kasang Regency Hill and ask them to lead you to the Tarkeshwar road.

  • Dirk Gysels 6 January, 2012 at 6:49 am

    dear Gautam,

    I am an initiate as well in the tradition of Swami Rama.
    I feel strong connection to Haidakhan baba as well. I visited Haidakhan some years back and liked the place.

    A question: do you think that the baba living in haidakhan from 1970-1984 is the same as the ‘old’ haidakhan Baba?

  • Gautam 6 January, 2012 at 10:51 am

    Dear Dirk,
    Thanks for stopping by here. Were you initiated by Swami Rama or one of his disciples?

    As far as your question goes, I would not like to comment on it. A infinite number of people, sages, hermits, scholars and Yogis have pondered on this question, and the wise ones always stay away from debating on it. Even Swami Rama mentioned this in his book “Living with the Himalayan Masters” but left the question to the reader. Same goes for other Himalayan Masters whose teachings I’ve gone through. I believe all masters are inter-connected in 1 way or the other, so it may not serve any purpose trying to grapple with this question. That’s my opinion 🙂

    Cheers and Peace!!

  • Dirk Gysels 7 January, 2012 at 8:26 am

    Dear Gautam,

    Wise advice indeed! I was initiated by Swami Veda.

    Best greetings from Belgium

  • nandini 6 May, 2012 at 7:55 am

    After reading ur article got a strong urge to visit ‘Babajis cave’. Unable to find whether it’s the call or just a passing fade? How to find out? please enlighten me.-

  • Gautam 6 May, 2012 at 11:07 am

    Hi Nandini,
    Just follow your inner call. If it continues, then ascertain for yourself whether it’s time to visit. One must travel alone on this path 🙂


  • satyendra 27 May, 2012 at 1:27 pm

    बहुत हीं आनंदायक यात्रा का वर्णन किया है आपने | साथ हीं सिद्ध पुरुषों की जो जानकारी दी है वह अत्यंत रोमांचित करने वाला है | आपके इस अन्योन्य प्रयाश के लिए कोटिश : साधुवाद !स्वीकार करें |

  • ashutosh 22 January, 2013 at 1:00 pm

    Pranam gautam g sach me aap lucky hai. Thank u very much.

  • Nirav 23 January, 2013 at 6:39 am


    There was some one commented 48 months ago that he is planning to build a house-a nature meditation retreat very close to the cave overlooking it. May I have contact information of the person and also whether the house has been bulit yet? Please let me know. Thanks.

  • Gautam 24 January, 2013 at 9:26 pm

    @ Nirav, I think you’re referring to Dunagiri Retreat by Piyush.
    Here is his website:

  • Bibudha R. Pattanaik 5 February, 2013 at 6:59 pm

    Has any one read ” Apprenticed to a Himalayan Master ” by Shri M ?. Hope this book will help the real spiritual seekers like you all. fortunately the Author is alive & can easily be accessible.

  • Gautam 5 February, 2013 at 7:02 pm

    I have read the book by Master M and also seen the documentary “Modern Mystic’ on him. Hoping to see him at Maha Kumbh if he is there. His book is a great help for sincere sadhakas.

  • G,Nirmala 13 July, 2013 at 1:42 am

    Hi! Everyone

    Enjoyed reading Gautam’s article as also all your responses. Feel a bonding because the names of all these sages are very familiar, having read about them in so many books. Besides, I am Pandit Rajmani’s as well as Sri M’s student. I feel very blessed that both the Masters have come home. I live in Bangalore.


    • Gautam 13 July, 2013 at 7:30 pm

      Hi Nirmala Ji,
      Thanks for your comment. I am aware of Pandit Ji’s works and have also read Sri M’s book. I was hoping to run into him at Prayag, but it did not materialize. I hope to meet him one day if divine will be so. In fact I had an interesting experience with Maheshwarnath Ji some time back.

    • Nirav Bigelow 6 January, 2015 at 4:33 pm

      Shri Nirmalaji,

      I will appreciate if you feel comfortable to send me your email address and/or phone number so that I can contact you. I read the Book of Sri. M and would like to get more information to meet him. Thank you.


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